its hectic, yet fanbleedingtastic

New Me

2011-07-07T01:10:00.002+08:00

A year has passed. Realised that amidst all the 'tough' times I had in the past, those 'tough' moments were nothing compared to what I'm facing right now. This year, 2011 has been absolutely crazy! Had to bravely juggle my time for everything that has been happening. Not sure if I handled my time pretty well. Not really good at managing time, bee-tee-doubleyew. Hahaaa, my last post was last year. So, obviously MANY things have happened. For instance, I've grown to show more love towards Asians. Before this, I was all 'mat salleh' here and 'mat salleh' there. Hahaha, but not anymore! Thanks to my lovely useless midget, KPop has taken over my life. In case some of you guys are clueless about what I just stated, KPop stands for KoreanPop. HAHA and yes, KPop is really something! Will be talking about it in my next post, but for now, let's talk about life. So like I said, this year is undoubtedly the toughest of all! Screw SPM. *taking it back. My schedule for the year is PACKED with classes. YES, classes -_- Be it tuition classes, or extra school classes. Byk class pun, results sama jugak mcm.. Haihhh, I am seriously NOT satisfied with how I am in my studies right now. Don't even get me started on exam results.. It's like, whatever I do nowadays that is education-related, would not really work due to the distractions I face. Freaking distractions. I just don't know how to avoid myself from getting distracted. Even the slightest thing like flickering lights would simply grab my attention. I know this may sound like some joke. But this is serious. Dead serious. SPM's in 4 months, and what have I prepared? Nothing. UGH I am so disapppointed in myself but at the same time, I just don't know what to do to eager myself up to study. K that's about it for today. Need to head to bed. It's pretty late and I have school in about 6 hours from now. Glad it's my last year. School's been pretty draggy lately. Not liking it at all at the moment. Okay before I go, I hope to catch up on everything that has been lacking pretty soon! I don't have that much time, I know. Annyeong goodbye adios! XOXO

2010-06-10T23:29:00.004+08:00

DIANA HARON

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, LOVE !
Sweet sixteen, eyy ?
Forget it lah, you're sweet all the time . Not only when you're sixteen .
Enjoy your sixteenth year on the planet .
Hope Allah blesses you with all the good things you wish to have in life .
Let's keep in touch till our butts get wrinkly, okay ?
And don't forget our traffic light plan, okay ?
I LOVE YOU SHOOOO MUCH <3

2010-06-10T02:39:00.004+08:00

FAVOURITE ON-SCREEN COUPLE, HANDS DOWN :')

2010-06-09T23:57:00.000+08:00

Missing my niggahiggas :(

2010-06-08T23:40:00.001+08:00

“I was in love with her, so deeply in love that I didn’t care if she was sick. I didn’t care that we wouldn’t have long together. None of those things mattered to me. All I cared about was doing something that my heart told me was the right thing to do. In my mind it was the first time God had spoken directly to me, and I knew with certainty that I wasn’t going to disobey.

I know that some of you may wonder if I was doing it out of pity. Some of the more cynical may even wonder if I did it because she’d be gone soon anyway and I wasn’t committing much. The answer to both questions is no. I would have married Jamie Sullivan no matter what happened in the future. I would have married Jamie Sullivan if the miracle I was praying for had suddenly come true. I knew it at the moment I asked her, and I still know it today.

Jamie was more than just the woman I loved. In that year Jamie helped me become the man I am today. With her steady hand she showed me how important it was to help others; with her patience and kindness she showed me what life is really all about. Her cheerfulness and optimism, even in times of sickness, was the most amazing thing I have ever witnessed.”

-Novel 'A Walk To Remember' <3

2010-06-08T22:55:00.003+08:00

I don't like you anymore ! YEAY

2010-06-08T21:00:00.002+08:00

Came across this when I was on Tumblr .

THE SCHOOL LIBRARY, A TABLE STACKED HIGH WITH BOOKS. A GIRL (Jamie) SITS AT THE TABLE, PAPERS SPREAD OUT IN FRONT OF HER AS SHE STUDIES.

KENNETH: So, they broke up.

JAMIE: I know, aren’t you just shocked?

KENNETH: Ha, I know, right? Another one bites the dust; that was what, a week?

JAMIE: Six days.

KENNETH: Hey, for Kay that’s practically a record.

JAMIE: (laughs)

KENNETH: (sits down beside her) Okay, so how long has her longest relationship been?

JAMIE: (thinks) Um, two months? And that’s only because Fender was doing that exchange program for a month.

KENNETH: Dude, me and you could last longer than that together.

JAMIE: I know, right? It’s ridiculous. And you know Matthew already asked her out?

KENNETH: (taps his pencil against the side of the table) What, seriously?

JAMIE: Yep. She texted me earlier today. Wanna bet on how long that one’s gonna last?

KENNETH: Her and Matty-boy? (laughs) Wouldn’t surprise me if they lasted two hours.

JAMIE: We could last longer than them easy.

KENNETH: (looks up) You want to?

JAMIE: What, date you?

KENNETH: Well, yeah, not seriously, but like…

JAMIE: Like to see if we last longer than Kay and Matty? Um, yeah.

KENNETH: For real?

JAMIE: For real. Dating you is probably the only way I’ll be able to live through that relationship.

KENNETH: (laughs)

——

WEEK ONE. JAMIE AND KENNETH STAND IN A KITCHEN. KENNETH SITS AT THE TABLE, DRINKING A GLASS OF MILK, WHILE JAMIE PULLS OUT A BAG OF CHIPS AHOY!

JAMIE: So how does this work?

KENNETH: How does what work?

JAMIE: This dating thing with us.

KENNETH: Oh. I guess… I’m your boyfriend now.

JAMIE: Right, but like, are we kissing and stuff?

KENNETH: Oh. That would probably be awkward, wouldn’t it?

JAMIE: Yeah, probably.

KENNETH: So then we just, you know, don’t.

JAMIE: Okay, cool. (sits at the table next to him)

KENNETH: …

JAMIE: …

KENNETH & JAMIE: Wait—

JAMIE: Yeah… how is that different from us usually?

KENNETH: (shakes head) I have no idea.

——

WEEK TWO. A NICE RESTAURANT, DRESSED-UP COUPLES SIT AT DIMLY-LIT TABLES WHILE KENNETH AND JAMIE, BOTH DRESSED WELL, SIT AT A TABLE NEAR THE DOOR.

KENNETH: First date.

JAMIE: (grins) First date.

KENNETH: This is weird.

JAMIE: Exceptionally weird. And this place is…

KENNETH: Creepy beyond words?

JAMIE: It’s like we’re in The Stepford Wives. I mean, do you see these people? They’re ridiculous. I think they might actually be robots.

KENNETH: I was working with the theory of wax mannequins come to live, but I guess robots would work too.

JAMIE: Oooh, mannequins. I like that idea.

KENNETH: Right? I thought it was pretty swank, myself.

JAMIE: Swank?

KENNETH: Yeah… that’s a word, right?

JAMIE: (laughs for too long)

KENNETH: Okay, it’s not that funny. Seriously, seriously…

JAMIE: (gaining composure) Right. Sorry. Of course.

KENNETH: (smiles) I think this is going alright, don’t you?

JAMIE: The date?

KENNETH: Yeah. As far as first dates go, I mean…

JAMIE: Yeah, I’ve actually not had a first date before.

KENNETH: (eyes go wide) You’re kidding.

JAMIE: (shakes head)

KENNETH: Jamie! Your first date is with me? That’s ridiculous.

——

WEEK THREE. A LIVING ROOM. KENNETH IS SITTING ON THE COUCH AND JAMIE WALKS THROUGH THE FRONT DOOR, DROPPING HER PURSE ON THE FLOOR.

JAMIE: So Kay’s pissed at me.

KENNETH: You just said “pissed.”

JAMIE: Yeah…?

KENNETH: You don’t cuss.

JAMIE: Yeah. Well, she’s provoked me. (sits down beside him)

KENNETH: Okay, why is she mad at you?

JAMIE: (points at him)

KENNETH: (points at self) Me?

JAMIE: Yep.

KENNETH: Okay, the boyfriend is now confused.

JAMIE: (fake grin) She’s mad because I’m dating you. Apparently she has, “like, a totally huge crush on you.”

KENNETH: Wow, that Kay-voice was creepy. Have you practiced that?

JAMIE: (shrugs) It’s a gift.

KENNETH: A scary one. And she’s dating Matthew, right?

JAMIE: Oh, yeah, like that matters to her.

KENNETH: Good point.

JAMIE: Yeah.

KENNETH: Does she know we’re not really into each other?

JAMIE: (stares) No, what was I supposed to say? That we’re dating to annoy her?

KENNETH: And for a fun social experiment, sure.

JAMIE: (hits head against wall) Maybe you should just go out with her.

KENNETH: I don’t like her.

JAMIE: So? You don’t like me and we’re dating.

KENNETH: Yeah, but you know I don’t like you.

JAMIE: Touche.

——

WEEK FOUR. JAMIE AND KENNETH SIT AT A KITCHEN TABLE, EATING SANDWICHES.

JAMIE: Are you keeping track of the Great Kay Freeze Out?

KENNETH: Oh, you know it. Seven days so far.

JAMIE: So this is about as long as most of her relationships.

KENNETH: Yeah, and speaking of that, who ever though Matty-boy would be a keeper?

JAMIE: Seriously.

——

A SCHOOL HALLWAY. JAMIE STANDS AT HER OPEN LOCKER WHILE KENNETH APPROACHES HER.

KENNETH: hey, you want to hang out later?

JAMIE: (closes locker) I wish, but you know… Kay’s talking to me now, so I have, you know, best friend obligations.

KENNETH: Ah, more important than your boyfriend, I see.

JAMIE: It is when the boyfriend is fake and the best friend has just been angry at me because of him. You follow?

KENNETH: Oh yeah, perfectly. Hey! When did she forgive you?

JAMIE: Last night. Why?

KENNETH: Because. (grins) This means her and Matty-boy are over.

JAMIE: (leans against lockers) Okay, that’s a little depressing to think of, but you’re probably right.

KENNETH: I’m definitely right.

JAMIE: Hm. Has anyone ever told you that you’re arrogant?

KENNETH: Arrogant? Me? No way, Jamie, I just know what I know. (turns to leave)

JAMIE: (grabs his shirt sleeve)

KENNETH: (turns around)

JAMIE: Did Matthew call you?

KENNETH: (grins) Maybe.

JAMIE: Yeah, your face has “inside knowledge” written all over it.

KENNETH: Hey, have a good time with your so-called best friend.

——

THE SAME KITCHEN AS BEFORE, JAMIE AND KENNETH SITTING AT THE TABLE.

JAMIE: So, you were right.

KENNETH: Well, that lasted a month.

JAMIE: And we beat them.

KENNETH: Also we survived their obnoxiousness. Celebratory high five?

JAMIE: (high fives him) You know it. So what happens with us now?

KENNETH: Well.

JAMIE: Well.

KENNETH: I mean, obviously this was just us being jerks to Kay and Matty-boy by being better at relationships than them.

JAMIE: Yeah, obviously.

KENNETH: And we don’t honestly like each other.

JAMIE: Not like that, no.

KENNETH: Of course not.

JAMIE: (shrugs) So we break up.

KENNETH: Right, yeah.

JAMIE: So, cool. Yeah.

——

WEEK SIX. THE SCHOOL LIBRARY, KENNETH SITS AT A TABLE, STUDYING INDEX CARDS AND HISTORY BOOKS.

JAMIE: Okay, I have to talk t you.

KENNETH: Oh, hello ex-girlfriend. You could quiz me for my history exam.

JAMIE: Wow, as super-fun as that sounds, I’d really rather not. Can I sit?

KENNETH: Of course.

JAMIE: (sits across from him) Okay, don’t make me feel stupid when I say this, please.

KENNETH: (serious face) Nobody can make you feel stupid without your consent.

JAMIE: (laughs) Yeah, whatever, Dr. Phil.

KENNETH: Only YOU can control your feelings.

JAMIE: Yeah, see, that’s the thing.

KENNETH: The thing’s the thing!

JAMIE: (rolls eyes) Kenneth?

KENNETH: Yes? I’m totally paying attention to you.

JAMIE: Good.

KENNETH: (points at her) Alright, go. Talk.

JAMIE: I like you.

KENNETH: You… like me?

JAMIE: (nods)

KENNETH: And you’re being serious?

JAMIE: (laughs nervously) Wow, you’re really making me drag this out, aren’t you?

KENNETH: Ilikeyoutoo.

JAMIE: What?

KENNETH: I like you too. I didn’t say anything before because, you know, you were so gung-ho about breaking up with me and we weren’t a real couple. You know, it was just…

JAMIE: Really weird?

KENNETH: Exactly.

JAMIE: Awesome, so, we’re back together?

KENNETH: (smiles) Crazier things have happened.

JAMIE: Reconciliatory high five?

KENNETH & JAMIE: (high five)

SWEET GILA K ! Hmm .

2010-05-25T22:22:00.001+08:00

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2010-05-19T21:58:00.002+08:00

Have been EXTREMELY busy with Colours of 1Malaysia lately . It ends this Saturday . Quite sad about that, though :( Anyways, I have to sit for Agama this Friday before leaving for Colours of 1Malaysia which starts at 4 and I haven't even started studying ! TAKE THAT ! Buku siz'shit tak sentuh langsung, ok ! Okay, Colours of 1Malaysia is definitely fun . No doubt about that . But SOOOOOOOOOOO TIRING . Lagi penat dari kawad, okayy ?! Hmm, lots of eye candies too :') Kancil*cough Kuning*cough . Heheee, going back to school is one of the things I look forward to . But our trip back just now could've been SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH better if those rempit-bitches-who-think-they-rock weren't in the same bus as us . Noisy as hell dalam bus . Bajet cool ah tu ? Bising2 dlm bus ? Kalau bising sikit tkpe ah lagi . Ni mcm zoo apahal ? JAKUN LIKE SHIT ! Nampak pasar malam pun nk kecoh "Weh pasar malam wehh . Jom ah apa lagii . Gila ah ada pasar malam" "Ehhhh, SP(Sg Penchala) laaah ! Weh Pe'ah, rumah kau lah weh . Suruh pakcik tu stop lah, kita stop kt sini " "Eh, OU weh OU . Jom ah, kita pergi OU, pakcik stop pakcik ! Saya nk pergi OU "Eh, Bukit Lanjan lahh, BL BL ! Fuyooo, BL lah " LIKE WATAFAK ?! Tak pernah nmpk SP and Bkt Lanjan is it ? Aww kesiann, mesti tk pernah pergi OU kan ? Jakun sgt mcm taik . Fuck off lah wei . You think by doing that people will label you 'cool' lah ? Bullshit lah wei . Dah lah pakai topi pon tk reti . Pakai cm tk ikhlas je . Main letak atas kepala . Igt cool lah tu ? Cool taik kau ah . REMPIT TAU TAK ?! Sedar lah sikit . Hmm, I'm done . Actually ada byk lagi . But malas nk cerita . Nak tidur . Gnighttttt . xx

Oh oh, lama tk nampak dia :( Saw him just for like 15 seconds je tadi . Hmm :(

2010-05-16T18:23:00.001+08:00

HIHI IM SO HAPPY RIGHT NOW (Y) minus the fact that i got watersprayed by Mummy this morning :@

2010-05-16T17:23:00.000+08:00

Thanks for making my day a whole lot better :)

2010-05-14T18:48:00.002+08:00

You, yes you, yeah you, I like you :) Oh and and, you look good today . Hihi, xx

2010-05-14T18:47:00.000+08:00

Omg, life has been such a joke lately .

2010-05-02T00:28:00.004+08:00

Tokio Hotel's concert was soooo fucked up . I can only see heads bobbling . And there was this time, when my face was only inches away from this selfish girl's flabby but who sat on her boyfriends' shoulders . Yes, boyfriends', not boyfriend's . Like hellooooo, wht about the people behind you ?

AI

2010-03-26T15:46:00.003+08:00

My favourite American Idol contestant this season is definitely Lee DeWyze <3
He's different than the others . He's what i call the dark horse of the competition . His voicee, ummph, it soothes me :) I have a hugeeeee feeling he's gonna be one of the top5 contestants for this season . Ahh, lets just hope he wins the whole thing *fingers crossed :D

2010-03-18T16:27:00.001+08:00

ive been missing out, yes i can see that .
don't know wht's wrong with me nowadays, i'm somehow different .

2010-03-04T18:56:00.005+08:00

oh i forgot one thing,

WELCOME BACK FARHAN DANIAL AND MEGAT JAZLY (Y)

it's good to have you guys back :) oh and balqis is coming back, too ! she might be going to school this monday . WEEEEE ~

2010-03-04T18:46:00.003+08:00

form 4 is effinly busy . there's no doubt abt it . wish i could just go to school one day, and relax . no stressing out, rushing from one point to another . it's freaking tiring . i seriously can't wait for the holidays .
oh and fyi, my monthly test ended yesterday . and i sucked, BIG TIME ! that's all i can say . at first i was quite disappointed at how bad i did on my papers . but then, it's our first test kot ! so it's okay if it didn't go as well as you expected it to be . it's okay lilia . no more fooling around next time, okay baby girl ? HAHA . i just called myself 'baby girl' . for the next examination : it's my turn to shine :B

sighhh

2010-03-04T18:44:00.001+08:00

I FEEL

empty .

2010-02-15T23:09:00.002+08:00

@#$%
kau igt aku ni apa ?
aku tau lah kau tu anak favourite .
tp tkkn setakat cuci pinggan sendiri pon kau tk boleh ?
dah more than 3 times dah aku suruh .
pstu, tk psl2 aku kena marah .
kau dduk situ dpn comp, tkde lgsg rasa brsalah kn ?
kau makan, kau lah cuci . ni tak, nk tunggu aku jugak kn,
dah lah aku tolong masakkan . ni stakat cuci 1 pinggan kecik pn tk boleh ? kau igt aku ni apa ? kuli ?
kau tu dah laa muda lagii . hormat lah sikit . tk psl2 aku kena marah .
tunggu ah, aku gi asrama baru kau tau .
basuh smua sndiri .

2010-01-31T12:31:00.002+08:00

ZOMG, idk why . but lately, i tgh mengidam victoria's secret body mists . i nk try the vanilla lace, maybe i'll get one soon .
http://victoriasecretlover.blogspot.com/
this e-shop jual VS body mists muraaah . if you guys know any other e-shops or places yg jual lg cheap dari nii, let me knowwww .

FYL indeed

2010-01-30T14:20:00.002+08:00

"Today, I had to explain to my boyfriend that the reason I don't want to stay overnight at his house is because I still occasionally wet the bed. FML"

OH SNAP ! HAHA ! Laughed really hard when I read this on FML . That's sort of not logical, unless you're 5 years old or something . Go get help, missy . Get some meds . This is serious . Wonder how the boyfriend took it :D

Huh ?

2010-01-30T11:31:00.000+08:00

Hey Blog, I have nothing to say . So, bye :)

so come on and fly with me

2010-01-27T22:32:00.004+08:00

YEAYYYYY ! succeeded in persuading Nadia to join Choir ;D Next : Aniss (Y) MIAHAHAHAHA . Aniss, remember what Kaveetha said ? CHOIR IS FUN ! HAHA, come on ! what's wrong with you la deyyy ? you enjoy music, and you even enjoy singing . and your singing is good, but you're not in choir ?! come on lah aniss, think of it as a therapy session . think of it as a place where you can let everything out by singing ;D it'll be fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuun . trust me ! come and join me and nadia and masuk group SOPRANOOOOOOOO ! ;D hahahaa, it'll be fuuuun . today, i had choir, and badminton after school . Badminton was fuuuuuuuun :') Especially the part when we laughed our asses of in the changing room . Nadia2, tsktsktsk, HAHA . well, tht's about it . I need my beauty sleep, peeps . Oh and lecturers(i guess) from Thailand are gonna come and visit our school tmrw . And there's gonna be like 200 of them -.- All I know is, Im gonna be saying Sawadikkap a lot tomorrow . HAHA . so, that's it for now . tataaaa :)

the letter

2010-01-25T19:27:00.002+08:00

NisaAnuar, AnissKhalid and BalqisRus, thank you soooo much for the love letter . If only you guys know how I really felt when I read the letter . I was holding back my tears, I swear . Because I didn't want you guys to feel sorry for me, I didn't want you guys to worry . If I was alone that time, I am very sure that I would literally bawl my eyes out . The words, in the the letter, they stung like bees from hell . If only it was really from him . I'd be the happiest girl in the world . Nieda was true, the fact that it was written by someone else pretending to be him, it hurt me the most . And you know what ? The signature is like almost the same as his signature . What a coincidence, kan ? Haihh, I love you guys, you guys are the best bunch of friends anyone could ever have . But still, the letter wasn't from him :( Thanks guys, for making me feel appreciated :')

come closeeerrrr

2010-01-15T20:12:00.003+08:00

we were bored at that time, so yeah .

them girls <3

2010-01-15T19:28:00.012+08:00

she is, err

2010-01-15T19:24:00.003+08:00

Meet my lovely friend, Diana Amira Haron a.k.a Badak/Dugong .
She's definitely one in a million, the picture says it all .
I love you, hotstuff <3

can you see my middle finger ?

2010-01-04T19:36:00.002+08:00

eh fuck off la . masalah sial ! you're sooo narrow-minded . don't you realize ? you think you're so cool ? well think again . you are so full of yourself . oh get a grip lah weh ! sooner or later, people will start to scorn you for being sooo self-absorbed . kalau perangai tu elok tkpalah jugak . ni mcm taik . tk sdar diriii . and you call tht cool ? -___________________________- you make me sick .

2010-01-03T13:06:00.002+08:00

i do chores and all he does is lay around and watch tv . can't you see wht im trying to point out ? he's spoilt enough -.- even the others say so . so why can't you see ?

2009-12-27T20:38:00.003+08:00

smua dah except for you . so now i know that you don't give a shit about me anymore . wait a sec, have you ever ? hmm, i don't think so .

8 Friggin A's !

2009-12-27T16:05:00.002+08:00

YEAH BABY ! 8 A's ! twas really really unexpected . I thought I was only going to get like, maybe 6 or 7 but definitely not 8 . But then, AAAAAH ! 8 A's ! Just when I thought 2009 is a dull year(for me), this happens ! OMGAAAHH ! What a happy ending to a quite-dull year ;D

2009-12-16T14:05:00.001+08:00

capang, you nak pindah ?! whaaaaaaat ? why ?! please tell me you're joking ! dah la Penang :/

2009-12-16T14:04:00.000+08:00

i wanna go outttttttt :(

2009-12-08T21:29:00.003+08:00

think before you speak, please ?
think if how it might hurt me ?
think of how it might be untrue .
yre lucky to have me in your life, yknow ?
imagine having to deal with someone who doesn't give two hoots about helping you .
someone who doesn't care if you're tired at all .
someone who rebels .
you don't want that, do you ?
so please think,

when i was little,

2009-12-08T14:04:00.004+08:00

joining groups on Facebook is reaaaally fun (Y)
it's sooooo good to know tht other people did what you did when they were young, ngohoho .

2009-12-08T13:58:00.001+08:00

i wanna go out, oh god :(
fo' shizzle .
oh oh btw, check this site out, lawak gk ah .
www.ohtidak.com

lulalay

2009-12-08T13:55:00.000+08:00

ngohoho, padan muka (Y)

2009-11-25T00:16:00.002+08:00

NISAFARIDBALQISJABARNADIAANISSDIANASYASYANIEDAALYAFARAHMEGATCAPANG

I MISS YOU GUYS TERRIBLY :(

2009-11-17T17:48:00.002+08:00

you are the best thing that has ever happened to me . thanks for giving me the chance to get to know you . i've no regrets, i swear .

omg, you still remember my name :')

2009-11-17T17:33:00.008+08:00

awww, tht ws unexpected . just so you know, you tk pernah buat salah kt i, tk pernah lgsg . you tk pernah cari pasal dgn i . so tk pyh apologize, you tkda buat dosa apa2 pon dgn i, i appreciate all the things that you've done . and of course i will pray for you lah, silly ! you can count on me, thanks for everything :) good luck for SPM, eventhough i know you don't need it, nk bet tk you dpt straight a's ? confirm punyaaaaaaa :) okay lah, all the best okay ? ingat tuhan :)

2009-11-17T17:31:00.000+08:00

i can't stand fish spa, my loss :'(

2009-11-17T00:03:00.000+08:00

BAHRAIN AZHAR RINDU LILIA ATHIRA ! HAHA !

is it just me ?

2009-11-15T02:39:00.003+08:00

Just out of curiosity,

where are you ?
what did i do ?
how are you ?
what are you up to ?
is it true ?
what's up with you ?
are you okay ?

its late at night and i can't sleep

2009-11-13T00:52:00.004+08:00

What time is it ?
it's 12:54 am and i can't sleep, but im really tired . sighh .

What were you doing before you started on this survey ?
i was on the phone,

Are you a fashion freak ?
i like fashion, tp tk la sangap fashion .

Do you prefer a round-necked tee or a V-necked tee ?
v-necked . tp round-necked i tk kesah sgt .

What do you do when you have nothing else to do ?
merayau kat Youtube, dgr lagu, melalak .
hahaaaa,

When was the last time you cried watching a movie ?
two days ago, haihhh .

Are you single ?
yes i am .

What's on your mind ?
okay, i nk tukar "what's" dgn "who's" tau, and my answer would be Adam Lambert . he's brilliant !

Any plans for tomorrow ?
gerak rumah NisaG .

Anything interesting happened today ?
1. Ayah dah balik from Johor (!)
2. Found out about GivesMeHope, kt Nadia's blog . bestbest .
3. An unexpected call

What are you wearing ?
My PJ's

Your monthly salary is -
HAHA, student lah makcik . even if i ada dpt pon, i tknk bgtau .

Facebook or Myspace ?
FACEBOOK (!)

What's your latest achievement ?
ada lah .

Name a line from anything(eg. books, quotes, lyrics etc) that's stuck on your head right now ?
i've two :
1. BESAR PUNYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA (!) - nisa lah nii -.-
2. time for miracles !

Do you smoke ?
eww, no .

Are you an alcoholic ?
HAHA, lagi lah takkk -.-

Have you ever gone clubbing ?
HAHA ! buat lawak -.-

When was your first kiss ?
my lips still suciii .

Where did you have your first kiss at ?
-

Who with ?
-

Are you right-handed or left-handed ?
Left-handed la baru AWESOME !

Name singers that inspire you .
1. Adam Lambert
2. NeYo
3. Beyonce

Do you like boybands ?
they're not bad .

Ever been in love ?
no comment .

Who's your first love ?
-

Who hates you ?
i seriously have no idea .

Do you watch Oprah ?
yess i do !
ecehh bangga pulak .

Who do you prefer -
Pamela Anderson or Carmen Electra ?
ehh ! ni mcm dlm movie tuu, white chicks kot .
well, i lagi suka Carmen .

Is there anyone you know who's had a liposuction before ?
HAHAHA, wht a question -.- no !

If you bumped into George W. Bush, wht would you do ?
I'd throw a shoe at him ! or maybe lots and lots of shoes . DUHH !

What are you planning to do after this survey ?
sleep la kot .

Do you like this survey ?
biase jee,

not anymore

2009-11-13T00:42:00.000+08:00

you're shitting me, right ?

OMLambert !

2009-11-12T22:39:00.003+08:00

this song is soooooo friggintastic ! this song might be the only reason for me to watch 2012 . yeaaap, its the theme song for the movie . cool, eyy ? so, kris . where your song at ? on the radio ? ONLY ?
hahahaaa, this song has been getting good reviews so far (!) adam lambert, you are absolutely one in a million, you legendary hunk ;D i'll support you all the way !

Adam Lambert - Time For Miracles

It’s late at night and I can’t sleep
Missing you just runs too deep
Oh I can’t BREATHE thinking of your smile
Every kiss I can’t forget
This aching heart ain’t broken yet
Oh God I wish I could make you see
Cause I know this flame isn’t dying
So nothing can stop me from trying

Baby you know that
Maybe it’s time for miracles
Cause I ain’t giving up on love
You know that
Maybe it’s time for miracles
Cause I ain’t giving up on love
No I ain’t giving up on us

I just want to be with you
Cuz living is so hard to do
When all I know is trapped inside your eyes
The future I cannot forget
This aching heart ain’t broken yet
Oh God I wish I could make you see
Cuz I know this flame isn’t dying
So nothing can stop me from trying

Baby you know that
Maybe it’s time for miracles
Cuz I ain’t giving up on love
You know that
Maybe it’s time for miracles
Cause I ain’t giving up on love
No I ain’t giving up on us

Baby can you feel it (comin')
You know i can hear it (here in my soul)
Baby when you feel me feeling you
You know it's time

Baby you know that
Maybe it’s time for miracles
Cuz I ain’t giving up on love
You know that
Maybe it’s time for miracles
Cuz I ain’t giving up on love
You know I ain’t giving up on us
You know I ain’t giving up on
Oh I ain’t giving up on us

click play to hear the song ------>

Attn : Faris Haziq

2009-11-12T22:30:00.001+08:00

capang, itsokay . i pn tkde credit . and tkde duit nk topup . mana you tau i cari you ? hahaaa,

2009-11-11T22:34:00.002+08:00

there are so many things that i've been wanting to share, but i don't know where and how to start and for that, i feel dumb, very dumb i tell you .

big fish

2009-11-10T18:45:00.005+08:00

BESAR PUNYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA (!)

nisa has been sending me this(referring to the "statement" above) for like more than 5 times, i guess, since yesterday . clearly this woman has nothing else to do, and its clear that she misses me, kan darling ? HAHA . i love youu so effin much, bestf <3

8th of November

2009-11-08T15:10:00.001+08:00

Happy birthday, Bahrain (:
Hope you have an awesome 17th birthday .
xx, Lilia .

2009-11-07T19:29:00.002+08:00

oi capang, mana you pgi haa ? -.-
sombong doh skrg :'(

2009-11-07T19:27:00.001+08:00

smlm i nmpk orang mabuk :O
lawak oh, naik escalator pon tk reti dah . HAHAHAHA !

your cup of tea

2009-11-07T19:25:00.000+08:00

you like this, don't you ?

2009-11-02T01:22:00.003+08:00

this is wrong, so let me pull the trigger and bury it, shut 'this' out of my life, for good . it's better this way, i am sure . don't you think ? RIP .

cuci jangan tak cuci

2009-11-02T00:47:00.004+08:00

OMG, i dah tgk Cuci The Musical ! HEEEEEEEE :D omg, guys ! frankly, i'm not the kind of person who would be interested in these malay movies slash musicals or whatsoever, but seriously ! Cuci The Musical is a MUST-WATCH ! it was effin good ! i enjoyed every second of it . Afdlin, AC, Awie and Hans, you guys were SUPERB ! not that by any chance, you'll read that, but whtvr . seriously guys, it's WORTH IT ! i watched it on Saturday, which apparently was on the same day the AAR concert was held on . i actually wanted to go to the concert, but since mummy bought me tickets, so i can't really say anything . sighh . but then, at the end of the musical, i realized i was sooo wrong , thank god i didn't go to the AAR concert . okay, i suck at promoting, i know . i suck big time ! but seriously, if you have the time, and the money, why not ? it'll be really worth it . you won't stop laughing once it starts, well except for masa intermission la kn, but then, lpas tu gelak balik . gosh, they were GOOD, very good . actually, if i had the money, i would love to go and watch it again . but unfortunately, i don't :( actually i do, but im saving that for NEYO's concert ! AAAAAAAAAAH ! i love you neyo <3 so yeah, whatever . i had a really good time :D minus the part when my cousin got snatched after the show, IN PUBLIC ! thank god she wasn't hurt, well ada laa scratches sikit2, and thank god they didn't get to take her handbag . guess it must've slipped from the bastard's hands . thank god k aida handled it well, she ws in shock at first but then she was okay . it could've been worse, nasib baik she wasn't alone . Alhamdulillah . hope she'll be super fine when i meet her tomorrow . gosh, those bloody bastards ! hope they'll rot in hell . oh and girls, if you're reading this . please take care of yourselves, alright ?
next up : THIS IS IT <3

2009-11-01T18:58:00.000+08:00

i just wonder, do you ever, think of me, anymore ? do you ?

choosing directions

2009-10-29T00:46:00.004+08:00

I had fun at Nisa's today :)
We went to Kiara and bumped into Amirah Hanoum . Oh and Asiyah's mum . Didn't get the chance to meet up with Asiyah because she was in the toilet when I bumped into Amirah . Then, we walked to Mosin for breakfast and bumped into AznidaJ with Amira Leanna, Farah Aida, and my dear Atan-lover, Syasya . We(Nisa and I) went to Nisa's right after that, we marched all the way . Okay, not all the way, more like halfway . Spent our time watching Spontan on Youtube then I had to leave which was around 1 . I had to go to SK1 because that was the only transportation home since Abg Azam was picking them kids at 1.05 . So yeah, on my way there, it was raining cats and dogs ! The umbrella Nisa lent me almost flew away and to make things even worse, I was wearing slippers, which happens to be very slippery and that obviously didn't help in making my walk to Adam's school slightly better . If I were to count, it might be more than 5 times where I almost fell off the stairs( SK1's back entrance), luckily my hands were good in gripping . Oh god, I'd love to continue on blabbering about my day, but I'm awfully tired, and it's that time of the month . So, yeah . Looks like I'm giving in . Night <3

tkde crediiiiiit

2009-10-27T01:45:00.002+08:00

oh well, not tht its a huge matter or anything . my phone's like, umm dead . y'see, things are not like they were before . back in the days, my phone has to be with me 24-7 because i can't stop texting .
but now, since Capang has a girlfriend, and Farid's busy with SPM, Ikhwan pulak, he's in teknik, so jarang text, i don't think that there's a need for me to be with my phone all the time anymore , thus, that explains why i tk topup lagi . sbb i malas . so yeah, itsokay people, we still have facebook, and myspace . oh and not forgetting twitter ;D
okay, guys . it's 1:56 am, and im off to sleep . oh and i just finished watching Gossip Girl Season 1 td, i loikeeeee <3
okay, tataaaaaaaaaa .

lol, lilia <3

2009-10-16T23:47:00.001+08:00

Dear _______,
just want you to know that, i like the idea of us keeping in touch .
xx, lilia .

NISAAAA

2009-10-16T23:46:00.000+08:00

we kept our promise ! wooooosh ! highfiveeeeeee, sistah !

Honey,

2009-10-16T23:35:00.003+08:00

Dear Aznida, congratulations ! semoga berbahagia hingga ke akhir hayat (:
and KA, you jaga dia elok2 aaa . kalau tak kena pelangkung ngn i ;D

2009-10-16T23:33:00.000+08:00

PMR DAH HABISSSSSSSSSS !
HELLLL YEAAAAAH !

2009-10-11T17:58:00.010+08:00

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH ! i can go crazy just by watching the TRAILER . apa lagi kalau movie :') jacob honey, trash bella, come to me ;D can't wait can't wait can't wait . yes, im a freak when it comes to the twilight saga . team jacob all the way . right, aniss ?

PMR

2009-10-03T18:05:00.002+08:00

peopleeeee ! peopleeeee !
my pmr is just around the umm, corner .
so, please please pleaseeeeeeeeee forgive me for all my wrongdoings .
i know i've been a pain in the ass for some, so pleaseee .
forgive me, and do let me sit for my PMR confidently with a peaceful mind (:
and yes, please do pray for my success in PMR as well as my friends' :D
loveyouguys <3

oh wait, hello faris haziq :D didn't know you read my blog . bukan nk bgtau, jebon btoi .

oh and yeah,

ALL THE BEST TO THOSE WHO WILL BE SITTING FOR PMR :D
we're all in this together <3 xoxo,

craving for big brother's watermelon juice :s

2009-09-07T15:53:00.003+08:00

ahhh, sedapnyaaa .
i might not be updating my blog for a while .
wait till i get PMR over with .
so, this post will perhaps be my last post before PMR .
actually, i update pon sbb ada hal .

so here you go, Danial Faris .
make me proud ;D
you boleh tweak sikit sana sini if you nak .
just let me know when you're done with it .

everything we had,

everything we cherished

are now gone forever

those three words that mean the world to me

those silly arguments and those midnight calls

are now gone forever
but why oh why
are you still on my mind

why oh why

do i think of you are the one

why oh why

do i still love you

please, tell me why

everynight before my sleep

i keep on praying for a miracle to happen

i keep on listening to the songs we used to absurdly sing along

i keep on crying and hoping that i could turn back time

back when i felt as if i had it all

sometimes i wonder
do you ever think of us back then ?

do you ever wish that you could also turn back time

do you ever notice that you are the air that i breathe

without you, the word happy is no longer in my dictionary

the butterflies in my stomach are all dead

the life i live is a jigsaw puzzle with missing pieces

how are you ?

2009-08-28T00:55:00.002+08:00

this is odd, but i miss our fights .
euw Lilia .

the unexpected 1856

2009-08-27T00:12:00.003+08:00

thanks, you REALLY made my day :D

2009-08-26T02:08:00.002+08:00

i don't even remember your voice anymore .
how disappointing, sigh .

hate the fact that it's true

2009-08-26T01:14:00.002+08:00

HATE THE FACT THAT IT'S UNDENIABLY TRUE .
you no longer want to be my friend :s
wonder what went wrong ?
the least you could do is acknowledge .
where's your promise ?
hell, i don't even think you remember your promise .
in fact, i don't even think you WANT to remember your promise .

2009-08-03T17:48:00.002+08:00

had school today, it was okay . nothing much . was expecting it to be a lot better, though :s
oh well, whoopeedeedoo .

skip school, start fights

2009-08-02T19:21:00.003+08:00

farid farid farid !
i jumpa lagu baruuuuuuuu,
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o_eK2XL1zLk&
Hit The Lights - Drop The Girl

don't read if you don't want to

2009-08-01T10:51:00.003+08:00

can't help but notice that life, actually has a sense of humour .
i mean like for instance, they'd usually say 'ah, what a small world' when in reality, its prodigious .
and and, like when guys trip, they'd stand upright on their own, and say 'i'm fine, i'm okay' when in reality, they're not .
and, the trip to a certain place usually feels a little longer than the return journey .
and its funny to see the reaction of some parents when they'd have to tell their kids the birds and the bees story.
andand, the fact that all this while some of us girls have been searching for their knight in shining armor from north, to south, to east, to west and they finally find out that he's been there with her all this while, don't you think its quite humourous ? well, i do .
and and, the fact that some of us would fake a smile and say ' alright, i don't mind . at least we're still friends' when in reality, they know that there is no way that they'll keep in touch after breaking up .
aite friends, don't freak out .
i'm perfectly fine, its just that sometimes i wonder, itsokay if you guys don't understand wht im trying to point out .

plastered smile

2009-07-29T21:45:00.003+08:00

LiliaDiana

EH ! SYASYAAAAA ! yr highlighter is with me !
*realizes Syasya's highlighter was in my pocket when i was walking down the stairs together with Diana.
alaah, rempit tu mmg, smua bnda dia lupa,
yang dia ingat MOTOR dia jee .
ROTFL

Jakelololooo

2009-07-25T19:19:00.006+08:00

just so you know, this year i ada 4 pasang baju kuruuuung for Rayaaa . wooots !

so much for tk raya la kan, hahaha .
3 from jakel, and 1 from , err, no idea .
was reminiscing the good times i had with Mummy and Kak Zah the other day at Jalan TAR, eventhough it was a pain in the ass, sbb i period tht day . I HAD FUNFUNFUN !
here are some pictures <3>

blkg public phone booth tuu, Cikgu Azhar :O

i ain't foolin around, yo !

take a closer look, peeps :)

dress kt blkg tu lawaaaaa :)

mummy alert :O

kak Zah who reminds me of NisaG .

love this <3>

dreams can miraculously turn into reality

2009-07-21T22:35:00.002+08:00

SUNY of New Paltz

2009-07-21T22:25:00.003+08:00

feel like screaming my heart out, for real .
something seems to be bothering me,
something that could make me bawl my eyes out right after laughing my ass off .
need to shake it off, though .
i've no time for this ultimate bullcrap .
shake it off lilia, shake it off .
InsyaAllah,

2009-07-21T22:18:00.003+08:00

currently on an emotional roller coaster ride, beware .

08

2009-07-10T22:48:00.001+08:00

RINDUUUUUUUUUU :'(

made my day :)

2009-07-10T22:41:00.005+08:00

REMEMBER HIM ?! the so called 'michael jackson malaysia' ?
well, bumped into this video on youtube and i ws LMAO fo' real .
tgk this part
- 0:30 (trigt kt zaim)
- 0:50 ! get him the inhaler ! he has asthma ! bwahahaha .
MWIP(moonwalkinpeace) Michael Jackson,

omigosh

2009-07-09T22:51:00.002+08:00

heard it for the first time today on the way back home, and it is now officially one of my top 10 songs to listen to ;D

Parachute - She Is Love

oh and i fell on love with the lyrics too, though its nothing much .
i love the simplicity :)

I've been beaten down, I've been kicked around,
But she takes it all for me.
And I lost my faith, in my darkest days,
But she makes me want to believe.

They call her love, love, love, love, love.
They call her love, love, love, love, love.
She's all I need.

Well I had my ways, they were all in vain,
But she waited patiently.
It was all the same, all my pride and shame,
And she put me on my feet.

They call her love, love, love, love, love.
They call her love, love, love, love, love.
They call her love, love, love, love, love.
She is love, and she is all I need.

Cause when that world slows down, dear.
And when those stars burn out, here.
Oh she'll be there, yes she'll be there,
They call her love, love, love, love, love.
They call her love, love, love, love, love.
They call her love, love, love, love, love.
They call her love, love, love, love, love.
She is love, and she is all I need,
She is love, and she is all I need,
She is love, and she is all I need.

your funny little laugh

2009-07-09T22:42:00.001+08:00

favourite song at the moment, kan rakan2 sekalian ?
RinOnTheRox - Part OF The List (COVER)
one word, AMAZIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIING <3

NISAAAAAAAAAAA

2009-07-05T00:19:00.000+08:00

whatchu talkin bout, willis ?
GARY COLEMAN ROCKS ! :)

Aloha blogiooooo

2009-07-04T12:44:00.004+08:00

92 days till PMR

WOOOTS, its been a while .
wht to do, wht to do .
busy studying ;p
HAHA,
okay, lemme tell you why i was MIA .
1) my dad tk bayar streamyx, so internet down .
2) malas
3) lack of time
4) like i said, was busy studying .

press play

2009-06-06T15:59:00.000+08:00

uuuuu, i love this website <3

www.musicovery.com

walawalabimbaaang

2009-06-06T15:41:00.002+08:00

toooooooooooo lazy to update . well i'll just tell you guys how my week was, alright ?

Monday
had extra classes at Perfection(history ang geography) .

Tuesday
Texas Holdem, Texas Holdem, Texas Holdem( wooooow, fantastic -.-), watched
27 dresses again, with Kak Siti(my czn's maid) and i had to be the
translator sbb dia x phm English and the BM subtitle was rubbish .

Wednesday
went to OU with Nadia, AznidaJ, Farid, Diana and Syasya to celebrate
darling nisaG's birthday . it was fuuun . met lots and lots of people
(megatJ, sabrina, danialariff, insyi, mia, waa,ilya, ann, jaa, fatin,
annabel, siva, ilyasfaiq, syed, aidil, kuanglee, qila, shahrain and
ramai lagi), tumpang Nadia balik, but singgah rumah her grandma kjap,
loveeee the house :D , wished IkhwanZulkefli a happy birthday since its
his birthday too . watched The Nanny

Thursday
woke up late, made frenchtoasts, watched Notting Hill(too slow, tk
sukaa), Texas Holdem, Texas Holdem, Texas Holdem -.- , watched stupid
videos on Youtube . watched TV till my eyes hurt .

Friday
woke up at 10.30, had mushroom soup for breakfast, Texas Holdem, Texas Holdem, went out to OU with K Aisyah&Adam, we were planning to watch Hannah Montana, but the only seats left are those infront of the screen, but i still wanted to watch Hannah M, so K Aisyah and Adam bought tickets for Terminator Salvation, while i bought a ticket For Hannah M, so we had an hour or so before our movies start, so i followed K Aisyah to Marks&Sp, Padini, Warehouse, Dorothy P, damn, bag dkt Warehouse tu lawaaaa sial . rm240++ :( , then 10 minutes before the show, i gave Adam 20 ringgos and went to GSC, bought a small caramel combo, and bila dah bayar, just realized tht my ticket was missing ! i didn't know wht to do, i stood there for like 10 minutes, and searched for the ticket in my handbag, my purse, my pockets but tk jumpaaa . felt sooo stupid standing there looking like a dumbass, so i called my cousin and told her wht happened, and she asked me to go and look for it dkt stores yg ktorg masuk td, mmg tk laa en, movie dh start, and if i g cari, mmg pointless la klau masuk dah lmbt . so yeah, i turun, and sat infront of GAPkids, and thought of just leaving the caramel combo there, but then, i saw Yusra and Atiqah . and yeah i told them wht happened, and dorg mcm ohmygod . haha . oh and, yusra dh pakai braces !woootwoooot . so yeah, asked them to teman me g jumpa AznidaJ since she's about to watch a movie with FirdausS, so decided to give her the caramel combo . then, went to TGV, nk tgk NightAtTheMuseum, but yusra and atiqah baru je lps tgk, so tkpelaa, i tgk sorg2, so yeah, what a day -.- thanks Yusra and Atiqah <3

New Moooooon

2009-06-04T15:33:00.010+08:00

look at those abs :') jacob is sooooooooo sexy . *drooooooooooooooool

TEAM JACOB <3

hit me baby one more time

2009-06-01T21:30:00.002+08:00

gosh, tht song is like stuck in my head . when im in the bathroom, i sing tht song, when im in the kitchen, i sing tht song, when i text, i sing tht song, when im in the car, i sing tht song, when i browse the internet, i sing tht song . haiyoooo .

wind beneath my wings

2009-06-01T21:26:00.000+08:00

oh, now i know . thanks for clearing it all up :)

nasty julia - pits with the fur

2009-05-31T12:14:00.003+08:00

right

left

FOR GOD'S SAKE, SHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAVE !

Moonin' Up

2009-05-31T11:40:00.000+08:00

checksss itsss outsss .

adam lambert <3

2009-05-27T21:52:00.002+08:00

you should've won, honey :)
don't worry, nothing can stop you from reaching the top,
not even those shitty comments and judgements about you .
you're gonna go very far, FAAAAAAAAR i tell you .
ADAM LAMBERT ALL THE WAAAAAAY <3
loveyouuuu <3
HAHA .

out of my league

2009-05-27T21:46:00.002+08:00

in denial ? is it true ?

maybe i am scared shitless, to admit .
MAYBE .
the thing is, i don't know . i'm not sure if i really am in denial .
i mean, GODDDD ! i don't know ! i just, ugh i don't know .
this is hard, funny at times when i think about it .
all those things you said, did you REALLY mean it ?
or just for the sake of saying it ?

i'm clueless .

i know you saw the lipstick on my window

2009-05-17T18:44:00.004+08:00

new song, peeps ! ------------------->
its very catchy,
im gonna be the love thats gonna last, lalalalala .

other songs i discovered and love,

Lee Carr - Breathe
NeYo - I'm Sorry
Keri Hilson - Make Love
LeToya Luckett - Torn
NeYo - Don't Fall In Love
NeYo - Love Migraine
NeYo - I Was In Love
Rascal Flatts - Here Comes Goodbye

hahaaa, neyo's my man <3

cherish this

2009-05-17T17:43:00.003+08:00

remember this ?

i have a little angel flying around with a hammer,
each person she hits gets a little bit of of my love.
i hope she beats you up like crazy !

hahaaa, <3

:'(

babies don't come with instructions

2009-05-10T17:17:00.007+08:00

It's your day, Mum
to hear the words of love and thanks that aren't spoken nearly enough,
to know how very much you're appreciated for being the very special mummy you are,
to be as good to yourself as you are to everyone else,
because no one deserves happiness more than you do .

; Hallmark

we might have had our ups and downs,
we might not share our life issues with each other,
we might have different tastes in almost everything,
we might not express iloveyou's habitually,
but i know she loves me, i know she cares for me, i know she wants the best for me, and tries to give her best shot,
mama, i love you . and i will always do . you're the best mummy ever . thanks for giving me a wonderful life, thanks for making me a wonderful person, thanks for giving me your wonderful love, thanks for everything . iloveyouumomma !

; RajaLiliaAthira

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY, MUMMY <3

its not that i don't want to

2009-05-09T18:53:00.003+08:00

Faber Drive - When Im With You

Saw you walk in to the room
Thought i'd try to talk to you
Babe am i every glad you wanted me too
Its been two years to the day
half the time I've been away
i know I'm not there enough
but that is gonna change
cause I'm coming back
to show you that
I'm keeping the promise that i made

When i'm with you
I'll make every second count
cause i miss you, whenever your not around
when i kiss you
i still get butterflies
years from now
I'll make every second count
when I'm with you

yeah we've had our ups and downs
but we've always worked them out
babe am i ever glad we got this far now
still i'm lying here tonight
wishing i was by your side
cause when i'm not there enough
nothing feels right
so i'm coming back to show you that I'll love you the rest of my life

when i'm with you
I'll make every second count
cause i miss you, whenever your not around
when i kiss you
i still get butterflies
years from now
i'll make every second count
when i'm with you
when i'm with you

whatever it takes
im not gonna break the promise i made

when i'm with you
I'll make every second count
cause i miss you

when i'm with you
I'll make every second count
cause i miss you, whenever your not around
when i kiss you
i still get butterflies
years from now
i'll make every second count
when i'm with you
when i'm with you
when i'm with you
when i'm with you

*How i wish you'd do the same .
i miss 07, so badly .

you can't please everyone

2009-05-08T19:21:00.003+08:00

this whole week x blaja langsung ! wooooooots . okay, not tht im proud of it, saja je nk kecoh :D

Monday - had hafazan . it went well . mine was with Ustzh Suhaibah(xtau nk eja) . she rocks .
Tuesday - didn't go to school since ada kawad comp and i tau tkkn blajar pon .
Wednesday - helped Kelab KH to run their pameran and stuffs .
Thursday - helped Kelab KH to sell fooooooooood, had our class photog session .
Friday - jadi food taster in the cooking comp . Naim punya group masak sedap gilaaa .

so yeah <3
toodles .

I laugh, I love, I hope, I try, I hurt, I need, I fear, I cry.

And I know you do the same things too, So we're really not that different, me and you.

A Wish From Bernama TV

2009-05-07T23:01:00.003+08:00

Bernama TV - Mother's Day Wish

0:46 & 1:11 - Kak Miza and Nur Sarra Fatiha

1:38 - Mama and Arwah Tok

2:52 - Mama and Me

3:20 - Mak Tam and Abang Azrul

aku masuk tv woiii ! hahaaa . well, dia dah potong2 iklan tuu, so ada banyak versions . so pandai2 aa korg tgk kt Bernama Tv (ch502)

i would like to wish(or should i say pre-wish) my beloved Mummy, Zarina and also to all those amazing mommas out there, A HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY ! sorry for all my wrong doings, i love you mummy <33

pokerface

2009-05-05T22:06:00.002+08:00

care to lend me your punching bag ?

yours truly,